Suicidal Thoughts!

Hey yall sorry about not being on for a while I had been pretty depressed. And before you judge the title I know about suicidal thoughts, because I have been at that fork in the road where you choose the path that leads to life or death! I know that there are a lot of reasons behind suicide like: bullying, feeling alone, unwanted, being told you shouldn’t exist or that you were just a mistake, and many more. The thing is no one is a mistake or shouldn’t exist, because we wouldn’t be here today if there wasn’t a reason for God creating us! The reason I decided to talk about suicide today is cause my mom saw how depressed I had been after my Poopha passed away and I couldn’t hold the pain back anymore! So I told her how suicidal thoughts had been plaguing my mind off and on since the end of 5th grade. I know how it feels to be hated, rejected, threatened, and to feel like your whole world is falling apart. My mom told me a few times that people who don’t like you are just jealous of you! I wouldn’t suggest saying that to anyone’s face unless you know for certain they are jealous! God Loves us we are all created for a different purpose. I would suggest listening to Fingerprints of God by Steven Curtis Chapman a few times and looking at the lyrics closely! Gods’ fingerprints are on us, and we also have specific gifts that he has incorporated into who we are. We also have people who care about us if we left them by taking our own lives we would be hurting them. I know how bad it hurts for nobody to care or even notice you in school that is, but we always have people around us who care! If we take ourselves out of the fight we are destroying them hope we give to the people we love that love us back! We have to stay strong, because hurting ourselves hurts God!

Psalm 34:17-18

17 When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears
    and delivers them out of all their troubles.
18 The Lord is near to the brokenhearted
    and saves the crushed in spirit.

God loves us so much and he only gives us tests that he knows we can overcome, that is as long as we forget our faith in him! Please know suicide is never the answer! Anyone who needs to know they are loved you are God loves you and hey if you need a friend email me. Adios Mi Amigos!


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